Its said that a prophet is without honor in his own country. We gays and lesbians dont have our own nation, let alone recognized "prophets" in our communities. As a groupleaders, organizations and businesses we dishonor each other. I hear gays and lesbians say things like: "Isnt it great that straight business is reaching out to the GLBT community," and literally in the same breath, "Can you believe that GLBT businesses are trying to make money off us?" and "Who does that business think it is, trying to be in the forefront of the gay community?"
This is internalized homophobia (hereafter, IH), which occurs whenever GLBT people direct external homophobia at themselves and others in their community. IH is growing as more and more GLBT businesses courageously hang their shingles as "out and open." IH makes us distance ourselves from others in our community, dismissing them as too gay-acting, too out, or too political.
For years now, weve seen GLBT organizations experience internal conflicts and "disorganization" with each other. These organizations argueinternally and externally about who has the correct ideas, direction, concepts and plans. Differences in opinion lead to some individuals splitting off and creating their own organizations, which then compete with the original one.
The psychological and social reasons for this originate in how we GLBTs learn our sense of belonging, identity, and competence. Many other minorities have the same tendency to attack one another for similar reasons. This is called lateral discrimination: The minority group internalizes the presumed superiority of the larger society and individuals in the group act out toward one another.
From childhood, we gays and lesbians are denied a sense of belonging. Having to conform to heterosexual models, we dont automatically learn, as do our heterosexual counterparts, to establish community and togetherness amongst each other.
Other minorities have families who support them and give them a sense of belonging amongst their own minority. Oprah Winfrey talks about the first time she saw the Supremes on television and yelling to her family, "Colored people are on TV, colored people are on TV!" She and her family watched these three beautiful black women singing and wearing beautiful clothes in ways that African-Americans werent usually depicted on television.
At least Oprah had her family to run to and feel a sense of belonging. Unlike other minorities, we have no one to provide that support! In our own families, we are still a minority. Were born into an enemy camp, heterosexual families, and go to heterosexual boot camp for at least 18 years.
Understandably, we humans label ourselvesand each otheras a way to achieve a sense of identity. And within these labelsparticularly gender labels--we are expected to act and think a certain way. GLBT children dont get the same support as heterosexual boys and girls. The girls hear, "You have to wear this dress," and the boys are told, "Dont act like a girl." When I was young, I used to put my sisters black tights on my head and sing into a hairbrush, pretending I was Cher! My mother grabbed those tights off my head and told me, "Little boys cannot be Cher." The bottom line is, we have to establish our identities on our own, with no help from others in learning to be who we are.
Our differences are not respected from childhood. Therefore, we do not accept each others differences as adults. How then can we be expected to accept each others differences within our GLBT community and businesses? read more...